*______Trapped In Here--yuanlii

3/19/2005

homework
woke up early in the mornin to discover that mich pang seh me =( zong se qing you 2nd time.. ahahx...

sianz la... mornin did all e maths work.. thou got quite alot dunno how to do.. den started with a maths.. sians can.. went tuition.. bored lk hell.. sighs..

think the cher wanna kick me out.. keep sayin i wad not consistant.. all that.. sianz... hahax.. lalalas... bet they don't want me to pull down their reputation or sth la.. stupid de.. say wad afaid that i may retain den no confident.. i can't be bothered anymore. =( haix..

next, my mum... she's naggin nonstop again.. bot EVERYTHING... wad teh hell lo.. idiot.. sae myt work.. say i picky bout food... sians lo.. kb so much.. lyk last time liddat.. idiot.. now talkin again.. keep sayin i use com.. is lyk back to last year... bout two mths before dad died.. the period where she was real coped up by his illness and all.. sighs.. i feel so trpped..

i feel so can't be bothered anymore... don't wanna study no more.. haix.. but i have to ya? but nothing.. nothing's really pushin me.. no motivation. absolutely no. sighs. haix. den mum keep kb.. haven shown her my progress report.. bet she'll flip and talk more./. haix. why.. why why why
? life is weird.. ahax.. the most caome to worst die lo.. yupx.. thats my attitude now.. and i dun think its gonna change in near future.. haix..

tmr going aunt's house den tuition.. runnin in d mornin.. sighs.. haix.. i need to swim.. i ni to run.. free..

i stink now.. haven't bathed.. lalals.. frie dinner jus now.. haix. weird. harh huh. thinkings change.. haix...

oh ya, the flowers looyee gave smelt weird. carnation or sth.. smells lyk tantock sen hospital =P hahax...

nid to go le.. mum kbkbkbkbkbkbkb.. haix...

Fly open up the part of u that wants to hide away
you can change forget about the reason s why u can't in life
and stat to try
cos its ur time time to fly-
The Trapped Soul |7:23 PM|

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