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quote from henry's blog

2005-04-09T10:37:00.000+08:00

Quoting from henry's blog-

Stop asking me to shut up and say, "What would you know? You got Gold already what." This is like so disappointing to hear from some or rather one of my friends. I mean achieving Gold is one thing. As a friend, being concerned about your friends is another thing. Why would I want to use a Gold achieved by the WHOLE choir but not me to make you feel bad? It's like there's no link between the two. So stop it. All I wanna you to know is no matter what, I am still your friend. I care. And I still do...
And to some people out there. Hey stop looking down on Choir can. We got Gold is because we worked hard. It's not as though we earned the Gold for nothing. Stop giving comments like, "Choir got Gold? Then other aesthetics must also get Gold man." Perhaps it does not sounds offensive to you. But it really hurts to hear such comments. We not superior in any way to you all. Neither are you are "that" superior than us. We are all people with our own passion of Arts. Be it music or song or dance. We are all dedicated in a way or another. And I believed that there's not difference between us. We are all "Art-makers" So. Please stop these think-you-are-more-superior-than-choir kind of attitude. It's definitely saddening to see or hear such things from some people.

its time opinions change.

syf =D

2005-04-08T21:34:00.000+08:00

whee we've got gold for syf can =D woots- after all e hard work (: mrs loke announce over e pa on thurs and we screamed in klass! den met at gym and cry our hearts out =) tears of joy ya.. so happy la... all of us were over the moon can... waha (:

on syf day? we were the second choir of the day... reached skul at 6 and we started singin till 730 =D waha mrsloke said our day had 4 choirs gettin gold and 2 honours =)

good luck to band dance and co!! mus get gold! jiayou(:

over e week-

sunday.
went to 'sao mu' to my dad's the thingy at dunno where la.. den went past e seletar resevoir i think.. wad memories.. the last time i was bot there was by my dad.. yupx..
oh ya! den the 'sao mu' there... alot ppl burn e thingy and it burn so furiously.. i ean i jus spend 30 mins STARING at the fire.. haha... den the second level all is christians de ma.. den my sis was wondering why no one.. hahax... she accidentally drop someone else's flowers on the floors when she was changin for dad =X oopss... cos my dad's is lyk the top level there.. den now they build some new blocks.. den toilet so 'in' got auto tap and all le (: alot millipies on our way back to the car!! den i was lyk keep 'scoldin' my mum not to step on dem.. alot were squased by dunno who lo =P den went home and sleeepp and went for tuition!! (:

mon.
was sick =( awwwwwww missed skul... sobsss

tues.
choir! omg we were all practising hard ya our last prac with ms lye le!! i couldn't really sing much cuz was still kinda sick =(

wed.
lyk ytd, went for dan early morn choir prac (: whee- we sound pretty gd except a few don't here and there... went home early as i was sick X( went to sick bay at first.. met kimberly stefxiaoxuesyl and angela.. we chat and all then i had to leave..

thurs.
SYF!!! WOW came to skul so early.. ok la almost all on this day is at the top X)we watch some choirs after us. they got bronze nd cop.. yupx..

today.
so tiring. the gold air still in (: henrybrian hianglinglifang liciazhuyin claireyan and me went tm.. lalalas we watch movie (: rocksss... den tok neoss =D waha... den went with lifang and hl buy zach pres after e movie.. bout 730 liddat.. den sain sain went home.. chomped and here sittin in front of my com... typin.. (:

=D!!!

2005-04-02T21:03:00.000+08:00

woots!!! im in the thailand cip thing!!! WOOTSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS wheeeeeeeeeeee-* =D audrey joash sherm john michelle licia in too (: waha... lalalas

today got choir.. hmm sound weird eh? we touch silver and let go and touch and let go... hahax... dunno la... i sounded airy.. very... hahax... den wen tto tm with nise gongdai henry brRYian and chews to chomp.. i ate alot as usual... lotsa watermelon too... waha... den came home and slpt my head off =D

lala life suddenly feels weirD---

STUDY XO

2005-03-27T13:42:00.000+08:00

yesterday went choir and had TAG lalalas may mich joined us =) ryan says may beatbox got style - she move around and all.. den went to watched the eye 10. its ain't nice la. i mean.. its the least horror i got from a supposingly horror movie.. ahhaax.. sians... den went home slp till today 7 (as usual (: lalalas... hhax.. den mornin typed lotsa geog notes =) all on amazon forest la.. alalals.. earsed everytin on friendster.. i dunnno why.. ahax.. that all... lalalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa my life's screwed upP! by meee!!! whee! =D lalalas madness rules (:

im livin in the shadow
of someone else's dreams
tryin find a hand to hold
but every touch felt cold to me

sports day

2005-03-25T06:52:00.000+08:00

yupx its wad sports day yesteday.. woke pretty early den met jin and cad at mrt station... we din't know wad bus to take and all so we WALKED there =P lalalas was rather messy ya... den durning the whole thing i was kinda lyk keep loiterin out =P hahax... den liddat lo.. the guys 4x100 wad great la. done by malays de. yupx.. ahhax.. den we SLOWLY made our way out to the mrt station... den went to bugis... chomped and went round lookin for bags... yupx.. cad say she wants a new one.. hahax... den went to tae neoprints... me jin cad.. probably one of the nicest ive taken (: whee! den went home and feel asleep til NOW (: that's bout... lets see.. at least 14 hours of slp? hahax... thats so ME =P lalala

(: =P =D Xp
i jus wanna live dun really care about the things that they saw
dun really care about wad happens to me
i jus wanna live

first day?

2005-03-21T20:30:00.000+08:00

first day of term 2? haha i forgot to hand in jian bao. aww. might as well.. havn't done ss eiter .. hahax... dun care le la... have bad hair day today...

came to skul only takin out ONE bk from my locker la.. meet mich den ATEEPMTED doing work but wasn't very successful.. cad came and we talked bout zoeeelee's big day tmr =) den went to toilet mich suddenly say eh yuanli go find stead leh = lalalas too ugly la no choice at all.. oh ya mus submit cd by tmr for chi singin competition! sobx.. oh ya heard yu chen sing was pretty nice =) den mich say wanna bai gan siew as shi but he not confirm he singin an jing seh.. ahhax.. sianx..

idiot la.. mum cook rice den im TOTALLY disgusted lo.. was nuo mi fan wad thing one... yuckss... disgustin...

oh ya maths change klass room for some weird reason...
had speech day rehearsal today.. wasn't very good.. choir ain't on form.. ahha...
sian la now so hungry den that idiot dun let me cook.. bloody hell..
haven let mum sign progress report yet,. idiot seh.. sighss...

oh ya.. came across the net jus now.. den saw some ppl write in their profile and claim that the're vocalist.. hmm? yups lyk to sing and being a vocalist is so different.. i define one as lyk denise? yups she's a great vocalist.. one with the natural ability to sing =) zhuyin too? yupx and hilary duff and all.. not one thats forced harh.. yupx.. lyk me myself, i ain't a vocalist.. i love singin, but im not cut out as soloist that sort of thing.. if u dun hve the voice, YOU JUS DUN HAVE.. yups.. weird eh... i dunno.. that my view.. my opinion.. my point..

so tired now.. wnana slp le.. nites. sighs.

homework

2005-03-19T19:23:00.000+08:00

woke up early in the mornin to discover that mich pang seh me =( zong se qing you 2nd time.. ahahx...

sianz la... mornin did all e maths work.. thou got quite alot dunno how to do.. den started with a maths.. sians can.. went tuition.. bored lk hell.. sighs..

think the cher wanna kick me out.. keep sayin i wad not consistant.. all that.. sianz... hahax.. lalalas... bet they don't want me to pull down their reputation or sth la.. stupid de.. say wad afaid that i may retain den no confident.. i can't be bothered anymore. =( haix..

next, my mum... she's naggin nonstop again.. bot EVERYTHING... wad teh hell lo.. idiot.. sae myt work.. say i picky bout food... sians lo.. kb so much.. lyk last time liddat.. idiot.. now talkin again.. keep sayin i use com.. is lyk back to last year... bout two mths before dad died.. the period where she was real coped up by his illness and all.. sighs.. i feel so trpped..

i feel so can't be bothered anymore... don't wanna study no more.. haix.. but i have to ya? but nothing.. nothing's really pushin me.. no motivation. absolutely no. sighs. haix. den mum keep kb.. haven shown her my progress report.. bet she'll flip and talk more./. haix. why.. why why why
? life is weird.. ahax.. the most caome to worst die lo.. yupx.. thats my attitude now.. and i dun think its gonna change in near future.. haix..

tmr going aunt's house den tuition.. runnin in d mornin.. sighs.. haix.. i need to swim.. i ni to run.. free..

i stink now.. haven't bathed.. lalals.. frie dinner jus now.. haix. weird. harh huh. thinkings change.. haix...

oh ya, the flowers looyee gave smelt weird. carnation or sth.. smells lyk tantock sen hospital =P hahax...

nid to go le.. mum kbkbkbkbkbkbkb.. haix...

Fly open up the part of u that wants to hide away
you can change forget about the reason s why u can't in life
and stat to try
cos its ur time time to fly-

camp

2005-03-17T10:12:00.000+08:00

had choir camp and here goes~

mon-

woke up 6 in the mornin.. had my bath and slaked around abit before going to skul. reached at 7.45 to see ryan totally shocked that he forgot to bring his slippers =O den henry came and kinda briefed us on the stuffs for the camp.. den camp started off with ms lye and we sang la. den icebreakers (or was it the other way round?) tune was not so gd but we got on with it =)

den me hiangling lifang angel went to te new bedok food center opposite the army camp. had wanton mee =) shared one big bowl of soup as angel took pic of some nice lookin drink =P den ryan mich jas came and we left for cold storage =D spent bout 15 mins in there? we kinda walk the whole place and came out with only mamee's vege crackers =) it tasted great la..

went back and had our practise ya.. sing sing sing. den came the fun part- the water bomb >=) i helped fillin the bombs. den the musical chair and all. it was so much of fun =)

den dinner and night fall. all of us had nth to do so darrius and henry told some ghost stories and personal experiences =O all darrius fault! den coun't really get to slp at night =P only slp round 3.30 ya.. den woke at lyk 6? hahax..

tues-

woke up so early to warm up. the sound was kinda eww.. so serious la.. hahax... den we took our bus and got to chij st joseph convent. pretty great.. think chung cheng sounds the best. followed by us! i hope O=) some choir sounded weird ya.. anyways we were out of pitch for some songs la. but it was okay =)

back to lucnh yhere wans't much other food so was wanton again =) we den went back to skul early and slp. hiang ling laid down on the chair, lifang on the table and i sprawled ALL OVER =)

den back to practise. wasn't very gd thou cos we dun have much energy left la.

den dinner. baths and lallalas. there was some time left before the night walk so we went to play basket ball. angel me joyce. met gan and welsonn there. hahax... gan love tissue =) den he tried creepin me out with all the stories in skul.. yups.. ghost stories. hahax... den liddat lo.

nitght walk was ok. only had a few scares. probably cos we were the last group to go. sad case right?hahahx.. den liddat lo... some of the went back after that.. den some went to play cards.. 12 plus? i went to slp.. woke at bout 330 =( den can't slp back. attempted to wake angel but she just can't. so jus think and think tried to slp but can't till e mornin.

wed-

mornin woke den got some prob with breakfast. henry settled it in the end.. hahax... den ate and went to the student leader workshop carryin lyk so much stuffs lo.. ahhax... it was kinda ok la the workshop. got to know lech and gerald. ahhax... den played some weird mind games thingy.. and yea! i wanna do the thailand cip thingy =) den liddat lo.. sian sian went home and drop dead on the bed.. and slp.. till now.. =)

my mum is crapin bout me picky bout food and all.. kb so much. not im losin the war between me and her or wad. jus that im lazy to talk back. waste my energy only... idiot. get off my life lo. noisy..sighs... sis ain't home? dad ain't here nomore.

havin cupnoodles for breakfast now. feelin kinda sick. not going anywhere le. not to bball with michmaymarkson'n'gang or zhongyan'n'guys movie. so sry. going slp soon again.. yawnss XO

last day

2005-03-11T21:00:00.000+08:00

i pontanged skul today

i din't mean to! X)

i slp lyk so long

woke at ten

slp at 1 again

woke at 6

hahax

bleahh

hmmms

came online

lek told me i got 53% for progress reporet

wheee!

fine

i carn bellive i passed la

i mean

i haven't touched anybooks yet

not for the past few mths

aud will pass eng de X)

i failed 3 subs

tot ill faill all

ahh

klass posi31/42

pam msged me in klass

hmms

i missed choir todae

got weirdo pro come choir

might as well

lalallas

jus found out leemingshun i think

got 4 earholes

hahah

mich wrote mi testi

whahaha

too bad i din go skul todae

missed alldurin recess X)

ahh

they move lockers

my books?

i DUN even know ehere they are now

with yu xiang

with audrey

in new locker

in the den?!

life is weird